Bulletproof

I said i struggle with my demons each and every day It heard to ever see the light when you d9int see the day Acustom to thatt old thought u dont see a way Sharks  lurking in the ocean try to steal your wave Educated black so they devastated  I got niggas that know me wish I never make it She was true to a nigga always by my side Then tthe tide got heavy she took a dive  Never tell a soul your dreams thats what i was told I never overstood that logic now im getting old  Stood tall never got stage fright  Dont fear death man  Seen too many grave sites He was young with a vision Now he just a name Another blacvk soul lost  Down memorylane Another casulty of war Charge it to the game Rip abbervation And the homies name Had dreams of being somthing Hardly remembered  What i do for chance  be a contender Remeber everthingh was butter Now its looking like splenda Remember when we wore alike Now we so different  Try to look into your eyes But your soul different  And then she  looked into my eyes Like my soul missing 10000 miles away running like we so distance Got me feeling i could see your ghost drifting This anint a diss song Na just respect that Lost my self in the process had to get back Hard times build a better man Some niggas crack and crumbel Them niggas left and ran All the smiles that was giving Was it just a mirage You act different with me Was it just a phasode And so i argue witth myself Im the  one for the blame And so i argue with myself Im the one for the pain So much excuses giving I anint deserve that They quick to play the victim you got to learn That  Wanted respect from the rip You anint deserve that  Wanted the kids from my sack But you anint earned that You probably  think im going off But you fired the shoot You anint apperciate the love You could go with that guy Dont give a f*ck how you feel Hope you dieing inside Want you to feel how i felt I was dieing inside Celebrate my day Have a ccouple cheers  I dont hold grudges Wasnt suppose to be here Unh I gave you energy and love And you handed me death Thats word to everthingh i love You was right at the top I wasnt suippose to be here