You Proud of Me?

I'm like, f*ck it, this is rapid work, go out and I grab a shirt I don't want no pats on the back until I have it first I'm about to put y'all in the dirt BS fade away, Dirk, look at how it lurk Had to be on high alert, shit, I want it so motherfuckin' bad That it, should hurt, I got back from the Vegas hotels And I'm saving old trails, cause I'm wavy as f*ck No, I ain't make this shit up, the way I look at it I've had some dope fails, old prayers, stay in touch No there's never no tears, inside this belief I feel the relief, these are pro stairs, everything pro care Everything I don't share got me feeling some breeze Cause yeah, I have a private side, never put the bright aside Looking at the rightest side, had to put the pride aside So I could just focus shit up, you know, f*ck this shit up Jake, get up, I'm about to get up I wish you understood the value, try to be the proud you Try to have the feeling that nobody can deny you So I just, slightly slide, I give them street burns Not all these girls are keepers, you speak well but you need words I only see deceive first, I know I'm in this deep thirst Keep talking from the bleachers, I seen you try to reach first But she ain't one I need, sir, she'll f*ck your life on Twitter And when she step no, creasing, she came in like a leach for The air I even breathe, sir, f*ck your shit, you know that's what she means, sir I know it's like a restir, I been through this and seen worse, yeah I never need a redo, yeah, I always have a sweet verse You know I had the research, I just wanna deserve the shit that I compete for Yeah, I took a leap, sir, they look at me like he sure Certain ones I'll feature, like they know mode when you in the room with the p, sir Good thing I'm around the piles of files with friends and pals Everybody here is fucking proud, they pause around applause Is not what I need, I've applied the boss, I've had the bars I've been through all this pain, yeah, I've had the scars I've cracked apart, had to throw the act across Like axing toss, remember in the class, we thought that I would flop I don't wanna track the past, I'll pass it back I rap to blast my feeling for things this not even the max Uh, are you proud of me? Are you proud of me