Cold Blue Morning

It’s been five years Struggling with fear Coming out of the darkness now The images are flashing The world around me crashes I feel the cold and all is gone And it, hurts to remember And lord knows I’ve tried I’m not, I’m not so angry anymore But I just miss The good times that we surely had I’m not, I’m just thankful for all that I have now This cold blue morning The silence of the snow I can’t remember, what I don’t recall And if by missing you I Was only lost forgetting To unlock the doors inside my head And I feel so cheated Cuz I never heard your cries I’m not, I’m not so angry anymore But I just miss The good times that we surely had I’m not, I’m just thankful for all that I have now The nightmares, the nightmares Consuming me like waves over the bow of a sinking ship Before I slip Catch me now Save me now Cuz lord knows you’ve tried I’m not, I'm not so angry anymore But I still miss The good times that we surely had I’m not, I’m just thankful for all that I have now It’s been five years Living with these fears Just coming out of the darkness now