Out of This Mess

Yeah And as I wake up in the morning Nothing but fog in my head now Rolling out of bed half dead yeah What’s going on I don’t know now Down on my hands and my knees yeah Feeling all groggy and lonely I thought I was doing some good yeah But I’m just wrecking myself yeah When is this goin’ to stop When will I get out of this Mess When is this goin’ to stop now I don’t wanna go on like this Down on my knees ‘til the morning Waitin for the drug to kick in Taking longer every day now And I’m not getting any sleep yeah Life is just passing me by now And I feel oh so lonely I feel like I’m in a black hole I can’t get out by myself no When is this goin’ to stop When will I get out of this mess When is this goin’ to stop now I don’t wanna go on like this I know my time is not up yet But I’m a slave to my body Not dying I’m afraid of Not living, that’s what’s killing me All these things that I’m doing Really not who I want to be Time to get out of this mess yeah And make my own decisions When is this goin’ to stop When will I get out of this mess When is this goin’ to stop now I don’t wanna go on like this When is this goin’ to stop When will I get out of this mess When is this goin’ to stop now I don’t wanna go on like this When is this goin’ to stop I don’t wanna go on like this