Blood On The Snow

Aye I'm all alone on this road Hoping that nobody come and find me Don't know where I'm going so I have to tread lightly They say you ain't the only one who suffering the same pain as other people do but I see nobody behind me Put on a mask that be hiding all my emotions Joking and laughing just to hide the fact that I'm broken My family said I got warm heart really it's frozen I ain't mean to disappoint I know that I have my moments I don't need no consultant music my therapy Writing lyrics filled with pain hoping that it will set me free I hope my demons and bad habits will let me be but I ain't been to church in a while that shit just ain't for me Keep it straight No more lies See my pain Through my eyes I don't know what to do Now I'm freezing Heart freezing cold And I'm bleeding Blood on the snow Ain't it funny how I started this shit so ignorant Now I'm falling down this rabbit hole on some depressing shit This the last straw if something goes wrong then I'm done with this And if I die don't make me suffer please just make it quick Like Why the f*ck Do I gotta deal with all of this pain That goes inside of my brain Making me go insane You can say that I'm better so family please don't be stressing Cuz I'm older now and I started counting my blessings Yeah Aye And there's some things I must atone Ain't nobody a saint but every sinner has a soul I'd rather hang with my demons than stuck being alone And I stopped giving a f*ck you can hear it all in my songs Keep it straight No more lies See my pain Through my eyes I don't know what to do Now I'm freezing Heart freezing cold And I'm bleeding Blood on the snow