Do It To Myself

I be depressed like what's my issue Like what the f*ck do I need See my pain right at my rear view Demons all over me I don't know why I still miss you I guess that's how it be Some of y'all need to mind your fuckin business man And let me do as I please I know that I ain't righteous In a war with the devil I'm fighting Sometimes I just wanna smoke dope Roll up with the folks but my mama won't like it I can tell who really be fake Most of y'all don't even try to hide it I put a smile on my face sometimes it be fake but I promise you that I'm trying I say all this shit with such confidence You know I had to get deep in my conscious shit Sometimes I just be talking shit So I apologize for my ignorance Shit I will really die for this But I can't even catch a grip Used to care about too much shit but now I'm f*ck it It is what it is Yeah I'm like f*ck it is what it is Used to care about too much shit but now I'm like f*ck it It is what it is Yeah That's really how I live That's what I live by right now it's just It is what it is F*ck everything I don't even care about shit no more Yeah But I know this shit going to probably kill me but I do it for my wealth Sleepless nights stuck with my thoughts and it be fucking up my health Have no choice but play my role cuz all the cards that I was dealt Asking why I act like this but shit I do it to myself I know this shit going to probably kill me but I do it for my wealth Sleepless nights stuck with my thoughts and it be fucking up my health Have no choice but play my role cuz all the cards that I was dealt Asking why I act like this but shit I do it to myself