ssyfts

Been livin' life been livin' life, I'm feeling Sisyphus Condemned to a rollin' boulders this hill of grit Been livin' life been livin' life, I'm feeling Sisyphus But I can't be content with this mound of shit Hollow life do things right, still I'm stuck in loops Go to work worthless worm, doggin' out my boots Step in time say my line, sell my soul for check Still the noose of this debt, tightens round my neck Drenched in sweat raise the reps, fam'ly to protect Lost a son couldn't run, fast enough to catch Pull myself out of hell, met with same mistakes No matter how hard I try, life just fuckin takes So take my pills f*ck a dose, blind pull Klonopin Huffin' nitrous 50 Whip-Its, fallin' out again Face a zip o' the goo, all inside a week Sedate the hate all I do, I got grief to eat It ain't news this ain't new, substance on repeat Mind the cough going off, hotrail the beat Kill the pain f*ck my brain, caution to the wind Feel rubber losing grip, just around the bend Keep livin' life keep livin' life, this fate is villainous Somethin ain't right something ain't right, world is suspicious Moth to the light moth to the light, I throw addictive fits Might end my life might end my life, things aren't much different Feelin' loose just produce, shut the fam'ly out Losin' time cut my line, blow the speakers out Comatose benzo dosed, stuck inside a cloud Beyond gone life goes on, would my friends be proud Half 'em dead fent and lead, this quiet's fuckin loud All they said goes to my head, why'm I still around Fill my lungs speak in tongues, hit the fuckin ground All these ghosts drown 'em out, deafen me with sound Not enough loop it up, is my brain fried Cant stay high feel concussed, all ripped up inside Need to stop losin' hope, don't know how to cope Wanna cop hangman knot, someone take the rope What to do if I'm pale, on the floor and blue If you find me like this, what would you even lose Without me will you bleed, end up underwater Can i leave you behind, before i am a father End my life live my life, my decision's split Can i find happiness, like my boy Sisyphus No relief no more sleep, I got grief to eat Put this track on repeat, this is my sweet release