flickering

I am like a candle in the wind Always bending, always flickering I can never stop to overthink It is haunting, it is sickening I follow the red line Caught up in my mind Leading all the way down down You think I’m smiling Truth is I’m lying Hiding that I go down down Can‘t let go And I want it .. Can‘t let go And I want it .. I try to be steady While being top-heavy Too hard to stand my ground, ground I try to keep the focus But even a breeze could blow me down Lifting me off the ground ground