In My Head

I can tell you about all this shit in my head But you'll never truly, understand I can tell you what my memories have Me I never forgot all the things of the, past In my whip I'm just wanting to crash On my way to a bitch Im just wanting to smash You turned me into who I am You can't be saying what wrong with my head On my block i pour my blood I'm leaving a scent I don't like when other mother fucka's act up Who does got my hand holding my strap Don't like what be in my head but what do I do when this reality f*ck trash mane I don't have a backyard nor a front-yard I just be chillin up in my moms car Get yo girl I got something I wanna ask her If she want some blow or some dick I can do both she want both she gonna get both yea I'm not sorry I'll be waking up with some blood on my fingertips my blood her blood we just made some kids Open her mouth up then she'll take my spit Turn her back around and give that pussy kiss Woke up with some blood on my fingertips My blood her blood we just made some kids As long as I am here I'll turn everything into shit Years and years will pass by and I'll still be a prick Open the curtain don't let ya self be deceived By the evil, it's powerful yet feeble We won't ever get through it since what we been through Just know that they watching all of the things that you do So ima be fucked up of that wock 'Cause I don't give a f*ck What's in my head is stuck The evil ain't do nothing to help They watched what I been through But kept their hands to they self I ain't talking about that pussy shit like getting hit with a belt I'm talking about attempted murder and leaving me out on the streets bloody lost some teeth begging for help Why did nobody help Who knows and you can't ask them yo selfs That's just some off the things in my head