23:43, dec. 21st (two broken people)

You always said that you felt different when it rained But you never thought to talk about how much you changed Now i'm left with empty echoes of a thousand words unspoken Put two broken people together and they're still going to be broken You always said that you felt different in the morning As you wrapped your legs in mine to keep them warm I no longer wake sweat pouring, clawing and calling out your name I stay unconscious in these dreams until i can stand to say goodbye again Uhe difference between the heart and the head One feels something missing, one knows something left And i'd rather believe that you never cared about me Than to think that i convinced you to leave You always said that we made memories, not regrets But opportunities missed, nights un-kissed and what ifs are all that i've remembered yet So i'll pretend we don't love different people, you'll pretend i don't love you If they're leaving scars regardless, then i can't help but scratch these wounds The difference between the heart and the head One feels something missing, one knows something left And i'd rather be unsure if you loved me or not Than to know that i got you to stop You always said that you felt different when it rained But i never sorted my half-formed thoughts into an order in time to say "You look so beautiful with raindrops streaming down your face" "You are the eye of the storm, you are the only place that's safe" And now the lighthouse light's out, and all i see is waves The difference between the heart and the head One feels something missing, one knows something left And i'd rather believe that you never cared about me Than to think that i convinced you to leave