not a trace of you

Windows fog through lust and love Lipstick-tinted cigarettes and half-full mugs The color in your cheeks, your small hands holding me It's not real it's just a memory I'm not who i thought i would be I'm not who you thought i would be I'm not who i wanted to be And i've never been, and i'll never be I'll find you in the breeze, i'll find you in the heat You'll find me in the view from the passenger seat I'll find you in between pages unread You'll find me in your second guess I'm not who i thought i would be I'm not who you thought i would be I'm not who i wanted to be And i've never been, and i'll never be Meet me in the place where there is no darkness