too soon to say

I take my pills in the morning Well, whenever i wake up Except for the times when i take them at night Or that one time i forgot for a month I exercise in the evening I've got to shift some of this weight I always seem to get the same crick in my neck Because i don't know how to keep my head straight Some days i'm happy Some days i'm just fine Some days i just don't want to exist but today Today i want to die I text my friends on a friday Sometimes they might even reply Then they won't hear from me for three years Just in case they get too sad when i die Some days i'm lonely Some days i'm alive It's too soon to say, tomorrow might be okay, but today Today i want to die