Reminisce

Put you first just like you wanted Gave you me you took for granted Now here I am at 28 How did we go from movies on tuesdays To all our memories packed in a suitcase? Carried the weight for you for far too long Even though I loved you you know I had to leave I guess I had to lose you on the way to finding me And they say time heals all wounds But you wounds cut so deep I guess I had to lose you on the way to finding me Where do I start from? All the voice in my head they be driving me nuts Like I wake in the morning and day haven't started my head would be banging alot Think about mah future fr fam it's all blurry asf Like crying out for help but this tin don't feel like tears dropping at all When is my days? I think it's when me and her just chillin' Then we get in an argument and it feels like my whole damn world is cripplin' I don't want to think I don't want to start The next thing I know I'm smatching my stuff I'm filled up with rage I'm lost up in anger Anxiety crips started waying me down But still I'm champion to the world fam I'm champion to your girl I'm champion to mah hood and my family I'm champion I can tell Winners recognise winners here every champion needs a belt fam Yohhh And I can tell Even though I loved you you know I had to leave I guess I had to lose you on the way to finding me And they say time heals all wounds But you wounds cut so deep I guess I had to lose you on the way to finding me While growing in the hood I was locked up while hoping for fam I was boxed up People thought I was quite I was wierd but in truth I was locked up and scared But I knew I had that mindset that one day I'll make it out and I'll be heard Never had it clean I was in conflicts kids thought it was fun like sexing Even though I loved you you know I had to leave I guess I had to lose you on the way to finding me And they say time heals all wounds But you wounds cut so deep I guess I had to lose you on the way to finding me