grow

The air is thick and the tension's high My heart is racing and I couldn't tell you why, why I'm in my room staring at the wall What is this feeling, makes me feel so small I don't know where I'm going But I know that I can't stay My roots are in the ground here, but I will get swept away So I'm leaving soon, packing up my things and saying goodbye to you I have to go, if I want to grow Grow The story's the same but I can manage, half the time it's psychosomatic Living in my head is easier than dealing with it My dreams haunt me like a ghost, I've never been good at letting go So I hold on, till it's ripped away I don't know where I'm going but I know where I want to be My roots are in the ground here, but the silence is drowning me And I'm leaving soon, packing up my things and saying goodbye to you I have to go, if I want to grow Grow, grow, grow And it's hard to say that I can't stay, cause it's all I've ever known So take a deep breath, I'm letting go I have to grow Grow I have to go, I have to grow I have to go, I have to grow I have to go, I have to grow I have to go, I have to grow I have to go, I have to grow I have to go, I have to grow I have to grow