Country

I'm thinkin' 'bout going back to the country I'm thinkin 'bout going back for some air I'm thinkin' 'bout how we used to be friends I wanna tell you, but you're not there So I'm writing you this song I won't send you In this room that I'm tryin' to keep clean Last time you were here You'd bought a whole bunch of modafinil And you couldn't sleep You know that I'm incapable of changing Some people just get stuck in their ways Never thought it'd be me like this Yeah, I was meant to be brave And the only thing about missing you Is that I don't miss you at all 'Til now, I'd stopped thinking about you Since you'd stopped returning my calls, oh Yeah, I think it's a little bit different now I got a boyfriеnd and I got a psych I know that one really cares about mе And, at least, that the other one tries Sometimes I still think about dying No, not the fear, but the want Not quite as much as I did back then But it's still something I'm tryin' to work on You know that I'm incapable of changing Some people just get stuck in their ways Never thought it'd be me like this Yeah, I was meant to be brave But I'm thinkin' 'bout going back to the country I'm thinkin' 'bout going back for some air I'm thinkin' 'bout how I can't remember your face But I know that I used to see it everywhere