Easy

Swear something is pulling me underneath Freedom for a minute, then I can't breathe Every second counts, and I'm losing me Why can't it be easy Yeah I don't want nothin to do with this bullshit The nights I feel helpless don't want no more of it Thinking about everything that once was Who knew that existing could be so damn tough Daily I feel like my heads in the clouds Get hit with a feeling and then I come down Not trying to numb it Just want to get out This empty black hole with no movement no sound Swear something is pulling me underneath Freedom for a minute, then I can't breathe Every second counts, and I'm losing me Why can't it be easy Dadada Yeah sometimes I miss the way things used to be I miss all my friends but they never liked me Thinking about when it wasn't so hard To jump around freely and open my heart Lately I feel like my heads in the ground Deep in the dirt as I suffocate now I want to feel loved I want to be found There's no one that's nearby but I got myself Swear something is pulling me underneath Freedom for a minute, then I can't breathe Every second counts, and I'm losing me Why can't it be easy There's a part of me That doesn't want to be Doesn't want to be Some days there is light Some days I am fine But what is life without the Pain and suffering Dadada