Pedestal

Used to be the shit With the boys back in middle school But they could never commit Put those boys on a pedestal They're way too good for all this Whatever they say is what goes Who cares what you know You listen And it's on you if they cross any lines Or you miss all the signs They decide when It would be nice to be wanted Someone to blow up my phone Make me whole And just hold me Like nobody's watching Never make any excuses Misuses The truth is It's easier when someone cares Bad days, been played, they're always there But that's not for you Got more growing to do I've grown out of this shit Left the boys back in middle school They could never commit Put myself on a pedestal I'm way too good for all this Whatever I say is what goes Who cares what they know This is my skin I've retraced all the lines And made neon signs I decide when It would be nice to be wanted Someone to blow up my phone Make me whole And just hold me Like nobody's watching Never make any excuses Misuses The truth is It's easier when someone cares Bad days, been played, they're always there But that's not for you Got more growing to do I can do everything right Black and white And still be in the wrong There's no how-to when you're used And accused You gotta just stay strong I feel like I'm required To tell you how you feel I'm just fucking tired It's not a big deal It would be nice to be wanted Someone to blow up my phone Make me whole And just hold me Like nobody's watching Never make any excuses Misuses The truth is It's easier when someone cares Bad days, been played, they're always there But that's not for you Got more growing to do