Wait Until

I've been here before You push me away I'm so tired of waiting for stars to align You told me, you swore You said that you'd stay It's crazy frustrating But it's what you want and that's fine I love you, you know that I always will But it hurts, love, it hurts When what we had Was only a "wait-until" I promised myself I would not put the blame On anyone Working to make it right But I might need some help 'Cause it feels like, some days I'm the only one Putting up any fight I love you, you know that I always will But it hurts, love, it hurts When all I am Is only a "wait-until" I'm trying to do what you want from me But when I lie in bed awake, you replay in my mind I need you to see this is not easy I'm hurt for you and me at the same time I'm doing the best I can I've been so lost, it's out my hands We're betraying everything we planned We're strangers again I love you, you know that I always will But it hurts, love, it hurts When all you wanted Was only a "wait-until"