Try to Try

Twiddling my thumbs at the thought of the world Thinking of things that could only hurt Cause I'm stuck in my mind Just trying to act fine Oh, I don't know why I always try to try and do the things that I know I shouldn't do I'm just trying my best to be like you Falling apart at the sound of the rain Drowning in fears just to subside the pain But I'm stuck in my mind Just trying to act fine Oh, I don't know why I always try to try and do things that i know I shouldn't do I'm just trying my best to feel like you I try not to envy cause it overwhelms me But it's so unfair that the world seems to hate me But I still try to try I'm stuck on the outside, washed up in a riptide My fears lie to hide, but they still try to drown me And I still try to try I don't know why I always try to try and do things that I know I shouldn't do I'm just trying my best to think like you