Emotional (Live)

Someone looked me in the eyes today Didn't know she was looking at a broken girl That turquoise view realigned my world I didn't know how lost I was Until it hit the stage Doesn't smile like she used to She was such a light Lips are turning at the corners I hope she's all right I haven't felt like myself since I don't even remember Why can't I fight like I used to Right through every single Call out and self doubt My mind is full Of so much shit And I'm so damn emotional They don't know me But he knows me well I can't get out of my fucking head No right answers now In these shades of red Endless mess of mind decay When I think about myself But it's fine 'cause I'm growing I deserve to heal Try to cover it up nicely Have to fit the ideal I haven't felt like myself since I don't even remember Why can't I fight like I used to Right through every single Call out and self doubt My mind is full Of so much shit And I'm so damn emotional I wanna know who I am, I wanna be mine Don't wanna fake that I mean it when I say I'm fine 'Cause I haven't felt like myself since I don't even remember Why can't I fight like I used to Right through every single Call out and self doubt My mind is full Of so much shit And I'm so damn emotional