A Crushing Blow of Euphoria (Straight to the Head)

I need stimulation just to make me feel better Can't hide my issues, I'm too bad of a pretender I'm feeling spaced out for some reason that's beyond me Now I'm anxious, feeling like there's somebody behind me When I'm at work it got me feeling like a zombie Low on energy because your boy can't sleep I wanna quit and be an artist, wanna take that leap 'Cause there's shit behind the words that I speak Some shit I need to be heard Sometimes I feel bad for feeling good 'Cause I don't even think that I deserve it Sometimes I feel like I'm just not a good person Need to fix that shit before it worsens This is urgent, I've been hurtin' The only thing I care about is getting overshadowed By anxieties and working and more things that shouldn't matter All I need is music and my fam and friends to exist But now I just want to feel something better than this I just need some more of the forced euphoria I'm so sure of it I'm a worrier I'm a worrier I'm tearing up at the seams And I'm feeling everything, yeah I'm feeling everything I just need some more of the forced euphoria I'm so sure of it I'm a worrier I'm a worrier I'm tearing up at the seams And I'm feeling everything, yeah I'm feeling everything I'm feeling everything I'm feeling everything I go to work and do my job because I gotta make a living Tell my coworkers about me just to get some recognition And yeah, I like my job to a certain degree I make enough to stay afloat but not enough to break free It's soul-crushing People doubting me, they don't know nothing The way I do my thing is just so stunning I just like how music always makes me feel better I crave some more pleasure, and art never fails me, ever That's how I deal with shit, and you can see that I want it You can find me making beats and shit at three in the morning I be fuckin' up, it got me feeling so unimportant But the music makes me happy even if for just a moment I haven't been feeling alright lately I'm tired of just going wherever my life takes me It's a weird ebb and flow, there's a lack of control It really isn't good for my soul I just need some more of the forced euphoria I'm so sure of it I'm a worrier I'm a worrier I'm tearing up at the seams And I'm feeling everything, yeah I'm feeling everything I just need some more of the forced euphoria I'm so sure of it I'm a worrier I'm a worrier I'm tearing up at the seams And I'm feeling everything, yeah I'm feeling everything I'm feeling everything I'm feeling everything I got more expenses than funds Got no time to do what I want Got that ego death on my tongue Got that motor breath in my lungs I can't eat, and I cannot sleep I can't laugh, and I cannot weep Not okay and I don't know why There's one more thing that I can try I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head I need to straighten my head I need to straighten my head I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head I need to straighten my head I need to straighten my head