Leave Me

The days turn into years My fears turn into tears But still I am stuck here Without A way to stop this pain Or light to keep me sane False hope and faith in vain One last chance Hold me close and let me go The wind blows for I'm your foe Feel me fall and crush my dreams Can you hear my silent screams I'm lost and so alone But still it is not shown I'm better off alone Instead Of drowning you with me If only you could see How all this will hurt me For good And now after it all My fate is to just fall But still you seem to call My name I just can't kill this shame Nothing here is the same I am the one to blame Forever Hold me close and let me go The wind blows for I'm your foe Feel me fall and crush my dreams Can you hear my silent screams And suddenly while staring at the sea close I freeze and realize that I've lost what I love most I look to the sky and feel everything die And all I can do at this point is question why Pain in vain Upon this ocean ledge I discover this sea is my bed So I let it pull me in as I embrace my sins And under a sea of lies I feel myself drown beneath the ocean tides I cannot stay with you None of this was really true Maybe another day Everything will be okay In my head Just leave me