Fear // Hope

(The answer would be that life means to me) (Nothing but nothing but nothing but fear) Information Unhealthy causations Home alone frustration Where's my motivation? Give me a little break from Unhealthy causations Home alone frustration Breaks the motivation I just won't find an answer For the questions in my head My convictions in a wrong direction Feeling down inside and sad All I ever did, all I ever felt Seem like they never meant a thing Knowing that this lasting fear Will mean my end and my decay Done day by day until Gone day one day Lift me up day by day Until it stops one day Hate in my blood I feel Lost in my head I will Die if the pain won't stop F*ck in the name of god Hope and deny the truth Fear – ignore the truth Hope and deny the truth Fear – ignore the truth Hope and keep going through Fear – endure the truth Hope and keep going through Fear – endure the truth (Nothing but fear) Done with this world If any answers are here They will never appear Done with this world Having nowhere to hide Feel the daggers inside The answer will be That life means to me Nothing but fear Nothing but fear I just won't find an answer For the questions in my head My convictions in a wrong direction Feeling down inside and sad All I ever did, all I ever felt Seem like they never meant a thing Knowing that this lasting fear Will mean my end and my decay