Nature of the Disease

See my life thrown down Killed without a sound I've been left for dead Through my head Sold my soul for this Pain brought me my bliss Sorrow here today All gone away I am Plagued with rot Not what I was taught Feeling good today I just pay Needle in my vein I have gone insane I am in a drought Pain throughout Fluid Fucked my life Caused my family strife Beat the wife with hate Trapped in state Kids are crying why I will just deny Sobbing on the floor Pour me more Stuck within this haze Like a freak they gaze This will take its toll I've lost control Nothing left to do Could it be true Barrel in my mouth Life gone south Nature Nature Nature Nature Disease Disease Disease Disease