grief (feat. dreamy)

Wind it still blows Dust in my nose If I overdose I'll be dead I suppose And it still snows Tingling my toes I'm gonna overdose I slowly decompose I keep on feelin' only strain and grief Home alone thinkin', never have a relief Everything's getting out of control But I keep on waiting for you to call Ever since fourteen been a literal mess Hated everything about me overwhelmingly stressed Then got raped tried to cope with so I start having sex Got me fucking with these drugs more than Famous Dex Rather than the therapy, man I wanna go to studio Spit them bars and I get hope that I will maybe make it through I hate everyone except a few anyway To be honest I hate everyone but you, you're my bae (You're my bae) Bitch stay away I'm addicted to her veins, can't even last a day Really loves me, how she blows me man there ain't no way Are you even real or nay, still don't know but I pray (Aye) I keep on feelin' only strain and grief Home alone thinkin', never have a relief Everything's getting out of control But I keep on waiting for you to call Good grief, Ain't been reaping what I sow And there's nothin' that I know so why can't you just let me go Yeah I know Every Wicked Villain was a decent person tho Go on deep web, no exploring, just the drugs Yung Orion, who's your plug? He's the God Snorting all that powder? Don't you dare say it louder I've got gunpowder that can make you look like chowder If you gon be snitching boy I'll cut through your guts Slowly bleeding out you'll find out that it sucks If you gon be snitching boy I'll cut through your guts Slowly bleeding out we both know that it sucks I keep on feelin' only strain and grief Home alone thinkin', never have a relief This is my downfall, I've lost control And fucked it all, have you ever called?