searching

You said you was here for me, you said that you'd live for me It's not like it's once or twice, you said it consistently It's either you in or out, this shit ain't no mystery I'm taking these drugs, yeah, they put me outside of my misery Expressing myself like an instrument, look into the mirror at an enemy You light up the room, yeah, you light up the room like a Christmas tree Instantly Remembering everything vividly Now I'm singing right over this symphony No empathy for a bitch that's not even missing me Living through you like an embassy, but I should be protecting my energy I don't even know if it's meant to be, I get under your skin like a centipede I'm letting off shots like it's infantry I'm in a whole 'nother different league I drip every day like I'm rinsing me, I am who I am, I'm an entity Checking you out cause you're interesting, it's the way that you're moving so differently The way that you flow like anemone, you lifting me up, you ascending me I promise you won't see the end of me, of a puzzle? Yeah, I'm just the missing piece I choose what I do, I'm losing my truth My screws getting loose, I'm a fool without you I'm keeping my cool, got goose in my juice Shoutout to my troops, forever gon' shoot I choose what I do, I'm losing my truth My screws getting loose, I'm a fool without you I'm keeping my cool, got goose in my juice Shoutout to my troops, forever gon' shoot Think about times like this, I thought about lying 'bout this Rapping my mind around this shit, I hope it ain't counterfeit Flaring me up like an allergen inside of my sinuses You fine with this, I'm buying you shit, I'm working on dying and shit I hope that I'm making my family proud, I know they relying on this Climbing my way up, started from nothing, now we at the top of the list You call me a player, 'way I got models in Tahoes, they riding and shit We high like we flying and shit, we skying and shit, we pilot the ship Walk with a limp, got racks in my jeans inside of the zip We back to it, but we never ever attached to it I'm so fluent, she giving me head, straight A student I might lose it, control of myself, but I'm going through it Can't lose it, controlling myself, gotta thug through it I move so smooth, they constantly watching and seeing what I'm doing Constantly chasing the influence, abusing it, yeah, like a drug user This is the shit they call thug music This is the part we show love to it Staying in line like a drug fluid Keeping my high, I'm above humans I cannot lie, I'm beyond humid Look me in my eyes, see the blind through it Committed to it like I'm signed to it I'm steady tryin' to beat my mind to it I spread my wings and I fly through it I play my theme song and ride to it I'll do whatever so I'm not losing This my life, I gotta live through it I choose what I do, I'm losing my truth My screws getting loose, I'm a fool without you I'm keeping my cool, got goose in my juice Shoutout to my troops, forever gon' shoot I choose what I do, I'm losing my truth My screws getting loose, I'm a fool without you I'm keeping my cool, got goose in my juice Shoutout to my troops, forever gon' shoot Keep moving, keep moving Stay fluent, stay fluid Breathe through it, see through it Peek through it, peace through it Keep moving, keep moving Stay fluent, stay fluid Breathe through it, see through it Peek through it, peace through it The jungle let the apes loose A man walking straight through No problems, like I'm bulletproof Let's celebrate, just drop the roof We chilling in a chicken coop Shout out my dogs, all 'em woof I'll never stop, I always move I always been proud of you It's always been hard to choose Do I go with one or go with two? Don't hold me up, just cut me loose I'm free at last with all the room It's time to let the flowers bloom It's time to wash away the gloom I'm sitting, staring at the moon I never really cared for you I didn't know how to break the news I don't know what I saw in you I'm finally seeking out my truth I need for you to follow through