1̶8̵ Years of Agony

I've been lost, I've been drained of tears Times gone on, Now for 18 years I won't fall in this ballad of my fear I'll rot, along with my heart Until I'm clear Enter the final frontier Curtains drawn, I feel the end is near I close my eyes I will die with my pride I've told nothing but lies I won't stop till I die Been trapped for 18 years, annual event My lord rips out my eyes, I shall repent Cannot stand it I can't take this Everyday single day injects me with more hatred While the world cruciforms I regret the fact that I was ever born Should I live or die I'm fucking torn Can't go back to where I was Before At the crossroads, still walking through the storm I will plague reality blood-borne