Mirage

This is my hell I feel I'm insincere I'm afraid I've never been here The sky is gray The mirror is full of fear Spirit said I wouldn't be hear but If I could explain myself I would run Faster than radiance Speed of sound Can't keep up Can't seem to understand How to speak what I said In my head I lean on silence but If I could explain myself I would spin Circles on arguments I'm better off Ditching my ignorance Saving the time Finding a place to cry And it works Silence is golden but If I could explain myself