Lesser Evil

This is love this is love this is love This is love this is love this is love I used to wanna die young But now I don't wanna fucking die at all Yeah I'm saying I just wanna live forever I looked into his eyes and confessed I said yes it's true I was terrified of God Yeah I was terrified Hell is not under the ground hell is right here It's inside of me And I say oh my God I know it well I visit often And I bring back paranoia anxiety Yeah then they call me a freak What is this is this evil? This is love this is love And I say oh my God What is this is this evil? This is love this is love Why don't you look at all of these people I'm an artist happily offering up his services Searching for the perfect drug to cover up this nervousness Yeah and I still say I'm fine And yeah it's fine to shine in the sun But the moon reminds me where I come from Yeah I come from the night I don't even think time can heal this I've got all kinds of different demons to deal with now And I say oh my God I put the glass down to throw my battle axe around Called my sponsor from my glass house Hope he didn't hear the ritual in the background Holy shit I hope he didn't hear a thing What is this is this evil This is love this is love And I say oh my God What is this is this evil This is love this is love Love whatever this is It must be released it must be set free Cause this can't be inside of me any longer Cause this can't be inside of me I don't want it anymore I don't want it anymore