ima POe "Til it's no MOe" Outro... 2Beacon....

I pour and poe And pour and poe I pour and poe And pour and poe And people still want more And people still want moe Feel conflicted in my flesh feel like a tear in me I feel conflicted in my flesh feel like a tear in me Like a tear in me And I ain't got nothing to show I feel conflicted in my my flesh feel like tear in me I use to sit and talk my problems out at therapy Feel like I'm destined just to fail so they can laugh at me Feel like some people wanna take my life and bury me I had some people in my life ain't they wasn't really friends I could my own brother temp me to fall in sin These people in the world they know me but I do not know them Why I'm having all these dreams it's so confusing I lost my memory last year couldn't make no music I couldn't rap or even vent my pain through this Why do these people that I love just wanna use me I use ta see what people do but I'd excuse it They take my love and grace for granted they abuse it I love to hard that's why I feel so foolish I give my all ta people then they act so clueless These people park on top my feelings I guess it's amusement I gave my all to people and I never got nothing back in return These people don't call my phone or ask me how you doing sir All my life so misunderstood I'm such a loner Sometimes I feel I shoulda just sold coke on the corner Sometimes I feel I shoulda just fit In feel like roamer Sometimes I wanna just run away never pick my phone up One moment I'm feeling straight then suicide just show up Be seeing demons in my dreams they like ta show up I bind em send em back and then they sending more They sending more They sending more I bind em send em back and then they sending more They sending more They sending more This ain't a game I ain't playing this ain't no remote This ain't no remote This ain't no remote Pray to Jesus cause He chilling on my boat Row On my boat Row On my boat Row I fight for righteous but still go so low solo Ta keep it Frank it feel like I can't take no more My shepherd said I'm David High high's and lo lo's Every time I wanna do right evil so close Everytime I runnin from the sin the devil provoke Somebody close to me said I'm hyper spiritual but she don't know This warfare different all these serpents want my soul Been in psych ward bout three four times they think I'm crazy You know I over think and just sink in silent I just cave in I finally get out my despair and start worshipping and praying Then the attack just come back heavier Bape hey I'm crazy Yea yea I'm crazy Okay Ugh yea UGH Don't know if it's real cause my mental is tow up Good doctor fix my brain please sow it up My brain passing limits surprised it ain't blow up People be jealous and they envy breed All these gifts come with a Big cost The burden on my back bi bi bi big y'all I pray one day it change And if it don't y'all My treasures stored in heaven And for me that just to see God In His presence in awe Regardless I'm praise the Savior cause He paid big a cost God in flesh lost His life gave up His life That's why I cannot give up Cause my afflictions can't even tally up to what He did for me