My Suicide Testimony "Now Get Up!"

Sensitive topic Suicide I been suicidal I don't even know how many times I can't even count on my fingers I know I'm free from it now though Listen Don't kill yourself cause it ain't worth it fam I know you think nobody give a damn Yea I know you want all of them voices banned Yea I know you sinking in sin sinking sand I know you reaching out to YHWH here's a helping hand From an instrument in His tool box His tune is playing My pain for you He drew it in my life so I can show displaying My feelings were betraying in my mortal man I felt abandoned I felt He wasn't saying nothing I felt a sad end coming You know the devil wasn't too far behind he walked in cunning Tempting me now my skin I'm cutting Look at me now my wrist is bloody Then the blood started pouring on Jesus tatted name on my wrist now the tears are coming down Thinking bout my bloody Savior on the cross I'm bout to take my life when He gave His life freely for us To live we covered Thinking bout that in that moment I got delivered From my end my demise He gave me a way out But you know the devil still there he ain't ga give up Yea I'm telling y'all my story and you better You better not give up You better not give up You better get up You better get up I know it get rough I know it get tough I know my sister I know my brother I I I know I know I know I know But you gotta let go You gotta let go You gotta let go and let God have control Please let Him have Please let Him have control Give Him your soul Just repent He change He can fix anything Take it from me I got several suicide testimonies I'm still here Yea I got a beautiful daughter And a wife now yea I'm still here Yea A lot of people wanted me dead a lot of people wanted me to drown but I'm still here A lot people wanted me gone I'm still here Yea yea Mrs. Tate I'm still here Yea you tried to kill me I'm still here Yea devil you tried to instill fear Yea you couldn't break me I'm still here Yea you couldn't take me I'm still here Yea and my Lord and Savior He still here Yea He still here Yea He still here Yea He still here Yea He still here Let's get the games popping Wha wha wha wha wha wha wha what What you ga do My God He still here Still here My GOd He still here Still here Yea my Savior Yeshua Hamashiach Yea Yea He still here