Envy

Plant your seed in someone else's soil Avoid your pentance, avoid your toil All the while your own fertile land Grows distant and spoiled So you're sitting in your own wasteland Your creation of neglect unplanned Watch as another plucks a Fruit from the garden That you've grown Look inside, what do you see Unfulfilling, unambitious Only sitting in another's hands do you See what you've lost Come with Me I will show you the truth Of what you crave inside Envy is all that you know Finally see there is another way Something more than what you have portrayed An ugly question sits inside your soul Can you ask yourself Looking back it seems so foolish now Grasping sand that falls through the cracks Left with not but refuse inside All you have to do is Come with me I will show you the truth Of what you crave inside Envy is all that you know All that you know Stand aside because I can finally see What I can finally be Why am I alone, do I not deserve Is it something that I have sinned against you Show me why I'll never Come with You Show me the truth Of what I crave for Envy is all that I Feel inside Claw these walls Hoping for Chance to breed Jealousy Turning to anger and pain