The Chaos Is All So Beautiful

I let myself down Got lost in my own town Didn't recognise the mess in the mirror But thought I had it figured out It's been three years of jumping the cracks on the street But now the chaos is all so beautiful to me And I swore to a God I don't believe in Cause I was desperate for some reasons Why you did, what you did to me Buried my head in the sand Instead of taking my own hand Watched them rip me up And spit me out again But now the chaos is all so beautiful to me Seven years is all it takes For my skin to rid itself Of it's past mistakes And though my skin sheds old heartaches I emerge from debris left from the mess I used to make But now the chaos is all so beautiful to me But now the chaos is all so beautiful to me Can't hold me down Can't show me how I'm mean to be Can't hold me down Won't wait around The future's here Can't hold me down Can't show me how I'm mean to be Can't hold me down Won't wait around The future's here