COFFIN THOUGHTS

Man I been tripping, there's no slowing down I know where I belong, I just want out This is the end of me, I'm my own enemy I wanna leave this place, don't slow me down I don't know why I'm here, I don't belong I never had anything but these songs Now they're just nothing, this feeling's so wrong I don't feel nothing, my heart is all gone Lost everything, put my heart in their hands I should've kept what they won't understand Who am I? I don't know, I want out, vamonos Anxiety will kill me where I stand All this uncertainty, I am not sure What do I want? I don't know anymore I want the pain to end, I can't endure I don't have anything worth living for On my way to Hell, it's over now, now I do not wanna wait Or stay another day On my way to Hell, it's over now, now I do not wanna wait Or stay another day I don't know what to do now, tell me what you see when you in the crowd I see my momma, I see that she proud, I don't want her to see me when I'm down Man that shit kill her, like it do me But happy is all that I want her to be I just don't want her to feel like a failure when I tell her "sometimes I just wanna leave", f*ck That's hard to say, even harder to hear Can't take it back when she starting to tear Wish I could say you have nothing to fear But I'm on my own, I know that ain't near Cause I never call, I never text, I don't stop by for a minute to check If you alright or you just need a friend, I know you got problems right up to the neck And you always say that you don't wanna bother cause every time that you call I'm in a session I wish that was true, boy I been slacking and everyone thinks I'm progressing Really I'm wasting my days in a cage, entertaining the darkest thoughts of my depression I think it's become an obsession, I don't know who that is in that reflection I'm so filled with rage, so filled with pain, I don't wanna feel this way Stuck in this cage, turning this page, but everyday feels the same And maybe I shouldn't complain and shed all my tears in the rain I don't know what else to say, cause all I know's I'm on my way On my way to Hell, it's over now, now I do not wanna wait Or stay another day On my way to Hell, it's over now, now I do not wanna wait Or stay another day