hardtostopthinking

It's funny how I think so much and ain't got shit to write about But all my thoughts flood the gates as soon as the lights is out Maximum discomfort, ain't a damn thing to my liking now Think I'm used to feeling low, cause I don't even fight it now I used to keep a journal, I ain't write in like a year or so Introverted little fucker, don't let no one near me though I need the most ears up close to listen but I fear it though I'll drop some shit and disappear then think "man they don't hear me yo" I performed at CETPA then went to therapy there And Diana was the sweetest, she made me feel like she cared It's been a minute since I've felt like I can openly share With someone that ain't guitar loops with a kick and snare Blow the spliff in the air, blow my high if you dare I get high when I'm low, shit I'm already there Pessimistic overthinker, what a wonderful pair Throw a blunt in the mix, momma say me a prayer because I love getting high, but I don't like thinking Down the rabbit hole I go, I go sinking Worry my heart and mind for no reason It's hard to not, and it's hard to stop I love getting high, but I don't like thinking Down the rabbit hole I go, I go sinking Worry my heart and mind for no reason It's hard to not, and it's hard to stop I wake up, first thought is "man, I hate this shit" I put a beat on and get mad that I can't think of shit Same demos, 2 years since I made them shits Feels like lifetimes ago and I'm aging quick I want the whips and a crib for my moms too I wanna quit and to live how I want to I wanna sing bout everything that I've gone through Seem like everybody win but just not you This life could make you feel like you the chosen one and shit A couple likes, a couple comments, you the coldest at this shit So you the shit, but that's just something that them haters won't admit Man, you must be out your mind dawg, you better get a grip I said f*ck a 9 to 5, now I work all day Can't even quit this motherfucker, cause who else gon pay Finding comfort in telling myself "it's not your day" So I get high all day, stuck in my mind all day, oh man I Love getting high, but I don't like thinking Down the rabbit hole I go, I go sinking Worry my heart and mind for no reason It's hard to not, and it's hard to stop I love getting high, but I don't like thinking Down the rabbit hole I go, I go sinking Worry my heart and mind for no reason It's hard to not, and it's hard to stop