here, now

Don't worry so much You know, there's really only so much you can control And there is no point in worrying yourself Because all you ever have is the present moment that you're in Sometimes you just can't, you can't deal with everything all at once You can't, and there are things that are gonna be out of your control And you have to learn to let go Sonic cinema, movies in the words I paint Rainbow palettes, blank canvases in my world of gray I let my soul speak, my soul got a lot to say Tunnel vision, I was trapped but now I'm on my way And when I rise I swear it's finna be a light show Buy the fam a mansion man I don't even like those Spent my whole life blindfolded on a tight rope Highly favored baby, I can't ever be no side note I got a lot left in my storyline, the glory's mine Been in a shell, but now it's time to let my aura shine I'm everything you see, ain't nothing I can hide behind Always been too anxious but now I see all I got is time My little homies look up to me like I'm really something Spent too many days alone believing that I wasn't I thought of suicide so much as if that shit was nothing My little sisters eyes let me know I'm fucking bugging I'm high now, high now Higher than I've ever been I'm high now, high now Higher than I've ever been high And sometimes you just kinda- not hope that everything is gonna be fine But trust that, if not now, not tomorrow, not next week, but in time man Just give things time I feel like this the finish line, but I'm just getting started My life feel like a movie, none y'all'll get to star in I feel amazing, that ain't something I be saying often Had my battles with my demons but we was just sparring I get down but I don't quit, there ain't no bitch in me I got too much to lose, cause imagine that, just picture me Failure's not an option, can't leave without making history And really it's a trip to me, I only have what's meant for me Time is a luxury, I spend it on symphonies And I don't write shit, this a verse heaven sent to me I been a vessel for echelons here for centuries I am not a man, I'm a passing of energy I lost my voice and I heard voices, lived in fear and doubt Silent screams, I was the only one to hear me shout Became my friend, gave me a chance to finally hear me out I'm finally here, but really I'm just here for now I'm high now, high now Higher than I've ever been I'm high now, high now Higher than I've ever been I'm high now, high now Higher than I've ever been I'm high now, high now Higher than I've ever been high Yeah life comes in surprises And happiness and sadness, they come in waves, they come and go But I think what's important is to be the most aware Not just when things are bad and not just when things are good, but both You know, you're gonna have highs and lows But I think it all balances itself out