PLAYTIME

Everything is better when it’s playtime And the smiles come alive in the daytime My god Oh my god And we had enough time just to waste time Now we only see each other on FaceTime My god Oh my god Life is just so different, I don’t think it’ll be what it was, yeah Tryna catch a high of what it was, at least a buzz, yeah Had a lot of drive even when I took the bus, yeah I had all my friends and somebody I could trust, yeah Almost 21, I’m surprised I’m still alive, yeah I been feeling numb, endless thoughts of suicide yeah I feel so exhausted, wanna run away and hide, yeah, yeah Yeah I had time to waste but shit I’m always in a hurry now I just tell my mom I’m doing good so she don’t worry now Man I miss the feeling when no one would try to turn me down Feeling scared to open up, I don’t want them to hurt me now Looking at my brother and my sister hoping they don’t feel the pain that I been feeling since a lil one Cause I done missed a lot and I can never get that back and all my innocence is gone and I ain’t healed none, damn Everything is better when it’s playtime And the smiles come alive in the daytime My god Oh my god And we had enough time just to waste time Now we only see each other on FaceTime My god Oh my god And everything is better when it’s playtime My god, oh my god And we had enough time just to waste time My god, my god Yeah