SO FAR REMOVED

So far removed from all the things that mean the most to me Fear that I'll lose myself, the ones who cared, those close to me Drag my feet when I move, it's hard for me to stand so hopelessly I dream but I snooze cause I've been lied to I just want to sleep Gotta get my head up, I'm spinning, looking for self control Sometimes I wonder and wander along this lonely road Nobody show you how to survive in the freezing cold Life's so distorted I forget what I already know What is meant for me? Do I need to know? When I'm feet below, I can't keep up When I'm set to leave, I won't leave a note I just sing the notes, I don't need ya I done said my piece with no ears for lease I've no need to speak, so don't speak up Don't even grieve, it's all sweet relief At least I'm at peace how I dreamed of I don't know where I go but it's dark And the feeling is endless, the feeling is endless All the reasons to go but it's hard And I just wanna end this, I just wanna end this So far removed from all the things that mean the most to me Fear that I'll lose myself, the ones who cared, those close to me Drag my feet when I move, it's hard for me to stand so hopelessly I dream but I snooze cause I've been lied to I just want to sleep I lay awake and think of things that you'd be sad about And never tell you cause your tears I couldn't handle now Think I'm too much to put up with, don't wanna let you down But if I tried, I'd kill the vibe, so I don't make a sound But I know if it was you instead, I'd die Cause I don't wanna lose you, I know it ain't right I'm so selfish I know that you'd hate me You just wanna help this and care for me baby I'm so lost here, I say one more year And I lose track of time, all the time gets smeared And I'm losing my mind, "I'm alright, my dear" That's a lie, biggest lie, you don't like to hear I don't know where I go but it's dark And the feeling is endless, the feeling is endless All the reasons to go but it's hard And I just wanna end this, I just wanna end this