STUCK! (feat. Salim ALi)

Stuck in my head, nowhere to go Surrounded by them, still feel alone Better off dead and rightfully so I’m on the edge and nobody knows Hell isn’t too far away from here Don’t wanna cry for another year Don’t wanna sing just for them to hear Tryna stay up but the end is near Hard to escape the feeling, I swear Hard to know if they really care Hard to know if what I’m doing is worth it When I just keep falling out of nowhere Leave behind the memories you keep of me, my love And keep in mind, you’ll always shine and I’ll be up above Leave behind the memories you keep of me, my love And keep in mind, you’ll always shine and I’ll be up above Falling back into the same patterns I go Rinsing and repeating so often that I don’t grow I think too much and not enough, it’s odd but that’s the flow That I been on, I wanna stop but I can’t seem to take control What happened to me? I never used to be this way I have so much to live for but all I do is complain How every day’s the same thing, the only thing I maintain Is unhelpful thoughts like a virus in my mainframe But I wish I had the answers I wish what I do mattered, I wish I healed faster I wish for eternal peace for now and here and after I wish that all the tears I cried of pain were tears from laughter But ain’t shit really funny now and everything is money now I’ve loved everyone but still haven’t learned how to love me now Started at the bottom but ain’t a thing that’s above me now Nothing is for certain, still don’t know who I’m becoming now Who I am Can change Any minute now Who I’ve become Finally getting out Finally getting out