bad habits

You never made it fair I often reminisce our fights and wonder do you care? I made this song for you to listen to me everywhere I'm always clouded now with visions of your evil glare Wish I was self aware The malice that I couldn't take I always loved the hurting feelings that you called mistakes The only memory of lovingness that you done gave Was filling me with all the venom you kept tucked away I'll still love you any day Can I can I can I Can I can I can I I don't think we'll stay together Wish you were here to feed me all your built up hate forever Love your toxicity your body built just makes it better I fucking hate myself and hate the day I fucking met her I'm so addicted to her energy and all the pleasure And I fucking let her Can I can I can I just love you the way I want to Can I can I can I just love you