Going Ghost

Sometimes I'm Stuck in a corner in a world of depression I'll just hide it with a smile And I always keep 'em guessin I worry and stress things No heaven or blessings for me cause My mind gets too dark Yea I shelter you from All the pain I go through Cause if I told you these thoughts Then you would wanna run too All the pain and all the heartache How do I sleep at night I'm so broken so I need to know my purpose in life Cause days and nights are all the same Life's a constant burden I'm tryna find me a relief from this constant hurtin Cause I'm separated from society Product of my anxiety My life feels kinda pointless cause I get let down constantly I know you're gonna lie to me So I'll just fade away And Maybe try again another day Yea Maybe try again another day Or Maybe try again another way Disappearing Going Ghost No one knows where imma go I'm taking this road all alone Hoping my soul finds a home Maybe I should look inside a bottle Or pop a couple pills Hoping that I'll feel better tomorrow But I never will A deep depression's why my life's stuck A constant questioning of why my life sucks Tired of all this heart pain No good left to my name Kill myself internally Self hate lasts an eternity It's never just been words to me They break me down so please refrain But day after day it's just all the same Disappearing Going Ghost No one knows where imma go I'm taking this road all alone Hoping my soul finds a home Disappearing Going Ghost No one knows where imma go I'm taking this road all alone Hoping my soul finds a home