NEVER THERE. (feat. S. Attrey)

I was high on my fumes I was blind to the love I was lying I was crude You were crying cause I left I just tripped Perspective has been switched Sorry I'm not nice But I'm always real I know I was never there When you needed me That hurt you so much You started bleeding deep I'm sorry girl I know I'm not nice yeah But I've always been real with you I was never there (oh I was never there) To hold you I was never there (oh I was never there) To hold you I'll drown myself again (I'm drowning) to hold you I was never there (I was never there) I knew you were scared You cut yourself for the life I'm trying to paint I can't promise you no pain I saw who I became I wish I could tell you I'm the one to blame I got issues rooted deep I just took a dive to see All it took was ketamine Saw you through your eyes No more lies I'm coming clean I'll be back if I can find myself again I'm not always nice but I'm always real I was never there (oh I was never there) To hold you I was never there (oh I was never there) To hold you I'll drown myself again (I'm drowning) To hold you I was never there (I was never there) I was never there (oh I was never there) To hold you I was never there (oh I was never there) To hold you I'll drown myself again (I'm drowning) To hold you I was never there (I was never there) I know I was never there