Forget and forgive

Mother, if ever you shed tears for me Forgive me, I was a selfish boy Thank you for the days and nights you were on your knees Praying for me And we had some days with lovely rainbows And some nights with aggressive storms I walked away without a word How much did I hurt? Father, if I know anything about this life, I know that I learned it from you And I know that maybe I was never what you wanted me to be I really tried But we had some days with lovely rainbows And some nights with aggressive storms I walked away without a word How much did I hurt? I really try to forget and forgive And tear out the sad pages of my life But I don't know if you know how I felt? If the war in my head is over? Did I try to get you out of my life? Did I try to get you out of my mind? Or did I try to end it all I know we had some days with lovely rainbows And some nights with aggressive storms I walked away without a word How much did I hurt? I really try to forget and forgive And tear out the sad pages of my life But I don't know if you know how I felt? Today there is no more war in my head One day I tried to tear my life away I cried and I was very afraid Please don't let me out of your hands Let's try to walk together until the end Please forgive me