Where I want to be

Sometimes I don't know how to say what I feel Sometimes I don't even know how to live Sometimes I don't know what to say, or how to behave. But what I am sure of, is where I want to be. Most of the time my fears haunt me. Most of the time I feel like a loser. And sometimes I can't find the way out, and I don't want to carry on. Until you come along and clear my winding road. I've been in the depths of my nightmares And when I looked up there was always you. Sometimes I'm afraid to think about the future Sometimes I'm afraid of not being enough. Sometimes I can't handle it all, or how I'll figure it all out. But what I am sure of, is where I want to be. I know I don't deserve someone like you. Why are you still here despite my fears and demons? I'll keep fighting with myself until my breath has passes away All just to live and spend my life with you.