Be

I tell myself it's alright That I'm not where I should be That despite my shortcomings That I can find some meaning But my mind's always working against me Suspended in between what is and what I perceive An impeded, fruitless reach But that doesn't mean anything Because change doesn't grieve at such things It demands more than what I was led to believe I think I'm finally understanding What it means to me To take my life where I want it to be A constant moving towards what I seek I think I'm finally understanding What it means to be