When Everything Was Lost

I saw the redwoods and I thought of you As a child danced, in another room, in another room I see the shape of our shadow Plastic plants that never bloom I fear the smell of quiet rooms Did someone say everything was fine That everything was fine? Or did I dream that for a time? I see the shape of our shadow I guess it seems like we're racing To some kind of a station I dreamt it was different So much I was different That we could be ageless forever more And then everything was lost And I've been searching 'cause I'm out of place Left alone in, in a purgatory And the swinging door Begging me to stay Machines beside your bed I saw the shape of our shadow I guess it seems like we're racing To some kind of a station I dreamt it was different So much I was different That we could be ageless forever more And now everything is fucked Take me back upstate To where we were falling Lost in the Hudson Dogs in the morning Maybe I'll miss you I've seen you in another time And now everything is fucked And everything is fucked And everything is fucked, fucked And everything is fucked