Lavender Envelopes

Every single day I think about you Little more than I should So excuse me if I stare Whenever you're not looking at me And so I took it upon myself to surprise you day by day With a note that says 'have a great day' And I leave them in your table with a chocolate and roses Hoping I wont get caught Everyday sneaking in your station 'cause I never got the courage To tell you just how I feel So I decided to confess one day I never thought I could But you just seemed uninterested, and a little disappointed Now these lavender envelopes are filled with my tears. Now I'm walking the next day to the same place Hoping things wouldn't change But I wonder what your friends say when they see my face Does it take them back to that day Right when I took it upon myself to surprise you day by day Was it all just a mistake that I made But I wonder in my head, if things happened a different way Will you do the same things that I did for you back then When I leave them in your table with a chocolate and roses Hoping I won't get caught Everyday sneaking in your station 'cause I never got the courage To tell you just how I feel So I decided to confess one day I never thought I could But you just seemed uninterested, and a little disappointed With these lavender envelopes Now that all the lessons learned, I now know better than to put My heart inside lavender envelopes that are filled with my tears