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Showed up in my life one day Peak fertility on display And every time that I pulled away You pushed yourself right back in And I didn't notice I cut my hair for you Did all the things that you wanted me to But when you left for another girl There was no one to blame but myself And that sucked I feel defined, I feel composed I could live beyond the boundaries enforced by my clothes But I won't cause now i feel defined, I feel alone Now I feel aware, oh no! Let's say I'm a hipster or the ghost of Christmas future And in my prophecy you see this holiday's happily spent with me Would you be freaked or happy just to hear That you were happy being happy being happy being happy? Let's say I'm avant grade, yeaheah or a rockstar Well, I rock about as hard as your high school color guard When i'm cheating on my husband, I fantasize it's him On the evening in which we conceived little Jim I feel defined, I feel composed I could live beyond the boundaries enforced by my clothes But I won't cause now i feel defined, I feel alone Now I feel aware, now I'm feeling dumb, oh no!