Thankless

I wanted to leave you because I really felt anxious But I started to see that you were so fucking thankless You went with your ex, the day I left you Didn't even care about how I felt It wasn't like you made it better due To your selfish self I'm so scared, don't feel like loving after what I just felt, keeping me away from what I Couldn't stand, how you treated me and didn't care I Slowly began to fall back into darkness Loneliness is the only thing I Feel in my head, my heart just shrinks now I feel like I'm dead and buried now The darkness is really getting to me now You left me all alone to bleed I Won't wake up, wanna die tonight Decided to stop trying to fix me now Live your happy life after you took mine Always felt alone though my whole life, but it's getting worse Realized you told all my friends lies, you were a fucking curse You told them that it was all my fault, acting like you were hurt While I did everything to make it work I'm so scared, don't feel like loving anyone after what I just felt, you just moved on so quick while I'm Just dead, laying on the floor hoping that that pain Won't drive me insane again, but, you didn't care Loneliness is the only thing I Feel in my head, my heart just shrinks now I feel like I'm dead and buried now The darkness is really getting to me now You left me all alone to bleed I Won't wake up, wanna die tonight Decided to stop trying to fix me now Live your happy life after you took mine I'm all alone now He's in your bed now You really said that It's better like that I fucking hate you now I fucking hate you now I want you gone now Get out of my head now