Dead To Me

Was it all in my head? Wasn't meant to be Thought I'd love you 'til death Now you're dead to me I still fuckin' hate you, hate you, hate you What are you doin' to me? Thought I'd love you 'til death Now you're dead to me You fuckin' broke me, I'm crazy Yeah, yeah, yeah, you were my baby I wasn't perfect but I worked so hard You still called me leavin' Had to leave the shit All the shit you were doin' to me Called me so many names Started to believe Made me fuckin' hate myself You never wanted me, you wanted someone else You made a home start to feel like a shell Took a look in the mirror and I started out to see A man who wanted some love, you could never give to me Was it all in my head? Wasn't meant to be Thought I'd love you 'til death Now you're dead to me I still fuckin' hate you, hate you, hate you What are you doin' to me? Thought I'd love you 'til death Now you're dead to me I wasn't perfect, always flirtin' with different women And gettin' too fucked up, we couldn't have a conversation But what you did was worse, it was fuckin' unhuman I caught in bed with another man, just left feelin' stupid I went home with things killing, drinking and feelings to break I got madder and madder, and I lift him out of bed You were screamin', and me and him were fightin' on the floor I had blood spillin' out my head, leaving from the door I was wearing shades and that face 'cause you knew I was meeting fans It was the lowest point that I ever fuckin' felt as a man I got hate in my heart and an endless addression I can't let it all go 'til you answer my question Was it all in my head? Wasn't meant to be Thought I'd love you 'til death Now you're dead to me I still fuckin' hate you, hate you, hate you What are you doin' to me? Thought I'd love you 'til death Now you're dead to me Now you're dead to me Now you're dead to me I couldn't see it then, but I see it now Thank you so fucking much for ripping my heart out Stomping on it and cutting it and bleeding it out Finally figured out so much about myself I was never the problem, I can finally see You just weren't the right fucking person for me Take care, wish you well and the best Hoping our paths never cross again Said what I had to and needed to say Gonna love myself like I should have yesterday Was it all in my head? Wasn't meant to be Thought I'd love you 'til death Now you're dead to me I still fuckin' hate you, hate you, hate you What are you doin' to me? Thought I'd love you 'til death Now you're dead to me (now you're dead to me) Dead to me (now you're dead to me) Fuckin' dead, dead, dead, dead (now you're dead to me) Fuckin' dead, dead, dead, you're dead to me